Today has been overwhelming. Today is Freshers Fayre which means that all school-associated places are jam-packed with students who want to get information and those who are giving the information (and I do mean packed, wall-to-wall, can-barely-squeeze-through packed = not my cup of tea). I got a lot of info and signed up for about 50 Societies (I imagine I will only actually join 4 tops). Then I found out the bank almost froze my card (even though they knew I was in England), but that's been sorted. Then there is other drama that I don't need to get into, and I've seen about 3 spiders today. Oh, and I'm eating way too much. All of these things combined has lead to slightly hermit-like tendencies and homesickness. I miss home. I hadn't really felt it until I realized I wasn't allowing myself to feel it and the moment I stopped to think I got homesick. I know I need to leave the flat and go do something but I've had my fill of some people for the day and I don't want my mood to rub off on anyone else.
I suppose I knew this day was coming, and I'm sure it will pass, but it sure sucks right now. I miss home, I miss my bed, I miss familiar food, I miss my horse, and most of all I miss my family and I kind of just want a hug. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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